Happy Birthday, best friend.

It is an honour to have known you, and to keep knowing you.

You are an inspiration, my rock and my ultimate fellow makcik bawang. I cannot imagine a life without you.

Fav pic! Literally the only pic what is wrong with me


Yeah, I decided not to do the tarot thing. Maybe next time? Idk

I know its just going to be a new year, but I don’t care. I want to romanticise the shit out of the first day of 2021.

Sometimes, it sucks.

I force myself to swallow down all…


TW: suicide, death, graphic imagery and so on. Read at your own discretion. Take care of yourself.

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Happy New…


Dear Universe,

I want to talk about art.

My childhood was quite bereft of art, in all honesty. But not because my parents didn’t care about it. I was sent to art classes and stuff, but everything eventually fell apart because I did not have the passion for it, which…


Dear Universe,

I don’t know why I’m writing this. I don’t know if you’re going to read this, and a part of me doesn’t really care anyways. I’m using this as a writing project to sink my teeth into, with no discernible purpose or end goal.

I always found it…

Laventhen Sivashanmugam

Dear Universe, we need to talk.

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